..::..A cascade of emotion brings me to...

Well let's see....

I really dont know what to write.. hahaha.

I Like Sex. It's nice.

So pretty much the same bull this week... work.. it sucks.. no that im on my own.. i honestly hate old people now. there soo needy and just ugh! But it is better than stop and shop.

SO i like just found out im failing astronomy and if i dont pass im not graduating.. uh oh. but seriously who can pay attention to a woman who talks about block island 24/7 it pisses me off. i honestly havent learned anything in that class. I pretty much just bullshit the whole entire time and get yelled at. haha o well. i better get that shit up.

IM TIRED.

Im craving PIZZA! mmmmm

I wanna go to the beach.

I have decided to go tanning.. i dont know why.. im just too white..ahah

I wanna party. get drunk. Im bored.

Someone come and play with me.

wow. i havent written in here in forever. i think its time to update....

Well nothing really new with me.. same old.

Alot has happened in these past months. But im over it and im just throwing it all behind me.

Im almost 18 (10 days!!!) I guess you can say i have changed in a way. Im still the same old fun, outgoing Lisa, but im more aware of whats going on around me. In a way i have matured. I know what i want out of life and not that many people can say that at my age. I want to marry my sean and i want to go to cosmetology school. All of this is going to happen in the future. I guess I've done alot of thinking lately. like, what am i going to do with my life? Sure im going to be 18, but the years are going by fast. I have to work on what i want in life and nows a good time to start. Im not saying im gonna give up on parties, and acting stupid and become the responsible one, HELL NO!! Thats what i live for, but what i want is important to me.

anyways, Today me and mal went to the mall, saw alot of good stuff but didnt buy anything... weird. Tried on some prom dresses. Yea by the way im going to prom with mal.. thats my date. My boyfriend didnt want to go because he said he would feel out of place and hes too old for highschool proms.. eh o well. Ill have a blast with mal. back to what i was saying... after the mall we went to chuckie cheese...lol... we beat the jurrassic park game... and just had some fun... i got hit on by like this 10 year old boy... mad akward... but all in all today was fun..

I cant wait to go to some strip clubs....

I finally have a new Job... im going to be serving the old people at the whitney center... exciting.

I highly doubt anyone will read this but i just wanted to get it out.

Ill try and keep this shit updated..

I want some sex.

um.. hi.




The end.

=D




yep.

Im in a very good mood right now.
I dont know why.
I just am.

im in school right now. amazing. i have nothing to do. lets see...

I HATE school.

I cant stand people who who pretend everything is alright.

I hate being blamed for something i didnt cause.

I hate being lied to.

I HATE 2 faced people.

I cant stand being pressured.

..and thats that....


other than that. i love you sean so much.


and.....
I noticed im not the kind of person who shares there feelings easily. i should probably change that. Its better i say it then keep it in for a long time.

to mal,
i love being able to tell you everything and you keep it to yourself. i love being able to trust you. unlike some other people. thank you. im so lucky to have a friend like you.

hey. hows it goin.

tomorow is going to be amazing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

exactly.

i fuckin hate 2 faced people.. say shit to my face.. not to my friends.. you asshole...


ppl suck.